I guess all I can realy say is that I’m sorry, and that I hope the best for you. Relationships are really difficult you know. These things take time for me to understand. Don’t blame weed for it just blame me. Its always been my fault really don’t ever blame yourself. I love you. Its such a strong word I mean you use it like nothing, but how can I use it you know; I mean I love you and all, but maybe its just my hornyness talking. I don’t wanna be like those other guys who just love you for your body. There is also a lot of other better guys out there. Those guys that are all tough and are not crazy… I feel like shit when I tell myself I’m crazy but I mean its true you know. Its actually a lot better for me to tell myself that then others. You know I shouldn’t feel bad, or should I? Who cares I guess your an awesome person I really like seeing you I just hate seeing you with all those guys I mean your surrounded by guys there all just looking at you and talkig to you like if they want you. Is it because your a girl. Look at other guys for instance: awesome guys to talk to, random, funny, cool stories, better looking (yet something I despise), and of course those type of guys are always awesome. I’m not like that though. Those guys are pretty hard to compete with, but all I know is again, that you love me. So what I’m going to do is I’m going to take that love and hold onto it, I’m going to try my hardest to stay with you for as long as possible no matter what happens. I will live my life with you to the fullest, I will face every hardship with you, I’ll go through it all with you just like you’re going through it all with me. I guess at this point there is no one I rather be with. I guess at this point there is no one I rather talk to or, listen to, just share thoughts with, always be with, there is no one I rather see then you, at this point I could honestly say that I’m falling for you. I forget though its not all about me Its about you as well. Please, tell my what you want to do, tell me what you want to hear, tell me what your dreams are, tell me everything. You should be happy, and really thats all I want for you to be happy, wether with me, or without me it does not matter, your happieness is just as better then mines. Have fun with your life don’t let me stop you from your goal, if anything tell me what your goal is and I’ll help you achieve it. If you don’t want me to help fuck it I won’t, but it doesn’t mean I won’t support you, because I will always support you.